Friday, May 21, 2010

Just venting a bit...

My life seems totally upside down and sideways and longways and slantways and any other way you can think of! Anyway, I really wish I could just start the year over. I would definately take going through the whole last semester of school just if things just went the way I wanted them to. Two months ago everything was perfect to me in my own little world, then it all came crumbling down. This was the time I was looking forward to the most (graduating and going home) and all I am now is confused to what has happened.

I really am being a huge baby over all that is going on. I feel sorry for myself, and I hate that. I am feeling rejected, overwhelmed, and that the world is ganging up on me. I just need to get over it. I need to breathe, stay positive, and know that everything is going to turn out okay.

Thank you for listening, or I guess reading. I just needed to get it out there for now... and that I can't get this stupid nail polish to come off!

5 comments:

Amanda said...

It's normal to feel this way after graduation...because things do change so much and even if you think you're ready, sometimes you're not! things will definitely come together and work themselves out. but in the meantime, vent as much as you need!

The Tucci's! said...

What's going on girl?! Vent anytime!

notquiteawake said...

Keep venting! It helps for sure. Things always turn out for the best. Just keep telling yourself that. And remember that your blog friends are behind you no matter what happens!

Crazy Shenanigans said...

When I first graduated with school and was out there finally, I felt lost and didn't know what to do at all. I think it's only normal to feel strange after a big life event. hang in there! You'll get everything figured out.

mariahsmile said...

thank you all, your comments made me feel better :)